Dealing With It...

To say I love someone with all my heart is not a simple declaration, nor an easy task. To be the person that I am, given my morals, my faith, my experiences, my faults, my crimes and my sins, I too, am still human. I too feel the discomfort and pain felt from enduring heartache and disappointment, which is something I've also caused to others, some which were past loves, some family, and some friends. Through all of this, there have been two things that have remained the same within me, despite what happened outwardly... My faith in God has remained unwavering, and the love in my heart has remained unfeigned/unchanged. I've apologized from my heart, and from my soul, to those I've hurt and let down, and I've made my peace with God. In return, He's been blessing me with things I never would have expected. Yet there's still one thing missing... That love being returned, the trust I've lost, the acknowledgement of the last two years of my life being turned around, and continuing to improve, though the process can seem slow or even stifling at times, and the receiving the blessing of someone to be my wife whom has been there, whom understands, who accepts me for me, for my faults, for my past, for the the unconditional, undying, non-wavering love that I have to give them, that I have to give her, willing to be patient, understanding & to grow together... "My good thing."