I thought, "Perhaps, I really don't know what love is... Perhaps my exes were right..."
Maybe I was wrong to give my all, as best I could do, to be open, honest, trusting and giving...
Perhaps giving my last, when I was in need, sacrificing, neglecting mine own personal needs...
At times not that much, though more than affordable, twas a mistake maybe I shouldn't have cared...
But I Loved, and still Love with the Love of the Lord, from my heart and it's pure just as His...
It is written, "No greater love hath a man than this, that he would lay down his life for a friend." As for me, I retained agape Love for each one, and that meant I'd give mine for them.
Yet I remained faithful, I wrote wedding plans, and I purchased rings to wed two out of three... Yet on two of their parts, they felt they should stray, yet the one who forgave them was me.
Their alleged "love" was attached to the tangible things and the sex, the last admitted that her's in fact was... At least five years of my life invested in each, my plan was simply to Love...
To be that provider, that husband and father, that God first formed man to be... Yes I made mistakes, yet my heart never changed, in the end I once cried, "Woe is me..."
Never again, for the next shall remain my wife until death us do part... She'll truly give, just as I will, one another God's Love from our hearts...
I thought, "I've got too much Love in me, not to be shared, for I indeed know what True Love is..."
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