Released...

I should be asleep, but my mind is at constant work... I've actually been more "quiet" than normal these past couple of weeks, waiting, watching, seeking God's help, guidance & direction. This season, it seems things were "shaken up" so fast; as if my life itself were a puzzle with thousands of pieces ripped apart, and scattered in disarray.

There were things in the natural which I considered foundations for new beginnings, which were merely distractions to delay or impede my progress. In fits of frustration, impatience overtook my rationale, ministering through a mess, disobedience deterred me towards derailment, and I crashed... a train wreck.

Nevertheless, I must digress, for the same inane disappointments, neglect & disrespect which delivered the pain, pushed me toward my purpose. On the surface, even those closest to me were nervous, internally panicking, not them, but me. The issue was that even through ministry, my ears & eyes were open to you, but for me, closed and I couldn't see; deep...

Cuts were made... Decisions became incisions that imprisoned me temporarily, without insomnia, yet I could not sleep. "Be still... Keep your eyes on Me," is what the Lord spake to me. "Let it go. Wash your hands. Come from among them; touch not the unclean thing, and I will receive you unto Me." But what about...

"Be Still... I AM the God that supplies your needs according to My riches in glory. You've been hurt. In the meanwhile, pray for your enemies, and turn the other cheek. I said, "Touch not mine anointed, and do My prophets no harm," so they'll have to answer to me." I've set you free."

So now I can say, that the obtrusion of confusion through separation which the enemy meant for bad, physically, emotionally, mentally & spiritually demanding, is the very pruning that God used to allow me to be tried by the fire, refined, reconciled and basking in the presence of peace that surpasses all understanding.

#Released